I NEED TO WORK FOR MY MENTAL WELL BEING.. *EXACTLY* WHY MY FAMILY (EXCEPT JOE) DOESN'T SUPPORT IT!

i went to sabathani to volunteer again, on the way back home from there, i got an email from someone asking me if i could schedule an interview at their facility tomorrow between like 11-4. i remember applying for this job like last week and it feels like i might've interviewed here before. i'm not 100% sure but i'm debating on whether i should reveal my living situation so i can relate to the facility and show familiarity with the setting/environment.. but then i'm not sure if they would assume i'm less capable of working the job? so i might just play it by ear and if the person interviewing me seems like an understanding and not ignorant person.. i'll probably tell them. i don't think my family (except for joe) understands WHY i wanna get a job over wasting my capability and potential just to be a rehabilitation tool JUST so i can make my family appear proactive and supportive of me (WHICH THEY DEFINITELY ARE NOT.. they can't even answer the fuckin phone when the emergency room calls them- YES, I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE- other than my mom putting on an act and ACTING overly upset and showing fake concern for ATTENTION). i need to get outta the house and be CONSTRUCTIVE, so i can actually feel USEFUL and i won't have time to think about how much most of my family fuckin sucks for not being more supportive and open-minded and because they're all (except joe and jay) a bunch of fake, entitled, close-minded asses. they don't even TRY to help their VULNERABLE ADULT relative who has worked her ass off to get where she could be truly happy because it'd take too much work and care. AMANDA AND MY MOM DON'T CARE ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO HAVE THE DESIRE TO SEE ME TRULY HAPPY AND SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE BECAUSE IT DOESN'T BENEFIT THEIR SELFISH ASSES.